Endlessly Waiting

Endlessly waiting, twisting ideas:
Collapsing in silence, in space,
In a reminisce of a not yet
Distant memory

Thinking of you, trapped in fear:
Like a little boy again, vulnerable,
Colliding internally between yes and yes,
Between no and yes

Thinking of you, blending in darkness:
Accepting, denying and finally
Feeling you within the shadows
Of my skin

Endlessly waiting in collapsed feelings:
Rejoining and overcoming all
At a thought of a distant breath,
Or moon or Orion’s skin profile